End Of Spring Break

Today is the last day of my Spring Break.

I. Am. Heart. Broken.

I just turned on my alarm for school and I'm pretty emotional. But at least I only have 2 days of school this week. Which is alright. None would've been better.

Nothing exciting. I went to the gym and worked my ass off. I am going to try to work harder in the gym and stop eating so much junk food. We all know that's not really going to happen, but a girl can HOPE! 

Today was another cloudy/raining day. LOVED it! But it was a little chilly, which I'm not about. 

I also flipping stubbed my pinky finger nail and it hurts like hell. I have gel nails on at the moment and I am afraid my actual nail might be broken inside. It's the type of pain that lingers around for a really long time. 

Any way. It is already 10:55 pm. I should go to bed before I fall asleep driving to school tomorrow and die. *knocks on wood.
I also need to prepare for school so I have to wake up extra early. Haven't made my lunch or packed my bags. Whoops. 

Reunited And It Feels So Good

Today was a very eventful day. 

It started out with me going to my moms work.

Once I got back, I got ready and ate, to go to my friend, Maria. When I got there, I curled my hair for the first time in FOREVER! After burning myself for the 100th time, we decide to go to Chipotle with our other friend Beth. Right as we were about to pull up into Chipotle, Maria realizes she forgot her wallet at home so we had to drive back to her house. Oh Ria...

When we actually got in Chipotle we saw that Beth is already there and ordering. We tried to surprise her, but that failed completely because so many people were in our way, so we couldn't get her. Then we ate and talked about school and everything that's been going on. 

We decided to get Starbucks(of course) and then go to the mall. We went in Lush first and as much as I wanted to buy stuff from there I needed to get make-up from Sephora, so I resisted. Then we went to Sephora and I got a BareMinerals Eyeshadow and the Benefit GimmeBrows. 

After that we went to Victoria's Secret(we always have to go when Maria's there). She got some stuff and then we got some Caribou and decided to go to Target. 

I needed to get some more candles for spring because all the candles I have now are winter candles. And as much as I love those scent, I want something more fresh and springy. I got three of them and I seriously love them SO much. I also got eyeliner brush and the gel eye liner. I am hoping those are better than the liquid ones. I don't know. I just need to try out new things. I think that's all I got. I wanted to get this shiny gold stapler that I found so flipping CUTE, but decided against it. ughhh. 

After that we went back to Chipotle to get my car and we said bye to Beth and I drove Maria home. I seriously had so much fun with them today. We're all such weirdos and I seriously love them so much!

Once I got back I looked for houses with my parents for a while. Finding houses you truly love is so FREAKING hard. Why is that? I just want to move into a bigger and better house, but not pay so much. 

I tried to see if I can upgrade to the Iphone 6, but I don't know if I can. Oh well....

I'm gonna see Beth again tomorrow so that should be fun!

I Finally Watched Frozen

I don't really know what I did today.

I mean I do, but they seem so little. 

I went to my moms work for the morning. Got home and basically ate. I then went to pick up my brother and went to return my passport picture because the passport people said it was too bright. I also went to get my 1080 tax form because it's tax season. I came back and cleaned my cars carpet and the dashboards. 

We made dumpling tonight. I also freaking watched Frozen. It was alright. I could've done without the songs though. I tried to watch Iron Man 2, but it's already 10:40 and I feel like I need to sleep in early tonight for some reason. 

But yea. See, I didn't do much today, but at the same time, I did A LOT. I think it's just what I did, took so long that even though it's a lot, it's not really a lot. Am I even making sense anymore? Do I ever make any sense? Who flipping knows. 

Are We Moving?

I woke up this morning and checked my phone, IT WORKS!!! But the screen looks like there something dirty on it and a bit foggy at the top corner. I was thinking, should I go and get it fixed?.. Or is it not worth it.. I have the 5s. Maybe I won't fix it. But I’m thinking, do I tell my mom about it? I mean yeah I broke my phone a little but I managed to fix it, so is it even worth telling my mom and just get lectured about how I am never careful with expensive stuff and they shouldn’t buy nice phones for me anymore. But what if she understands. Nahhhh. I won’t tell her.

The wifi stopped working last night so I couldn’t really search up anything. Wifi is the reason I split nail polish remover on my phone in the first place. I lost it on my laptop so I reached over to check my phone and there goes the nail polish remover. And it didn’t help that I was in the dark so I didn’t even see what I split it on. Now I hate our wifi even more. 

I’m exhausted now. It’s 7:30. I had to go drop my brother off to school and now I am back. I think I finally slept around 12:30? 

We got a new router and modem so the internet finally works. Now I shall watch youtube videos. Whoop Whoop. How time during Spring Break should be spent.

I haven't done really anything major today. Me and mom went shopping earlier this morning and spent about $300. Whoops. I got new leggings and that's about it. I really wanted to get a couple of other things, but decided not to because I knew I didn't really need it. 
My parents are looking at new houses to buy. We found one in Forest Lake that looks really nice. It has a decent backyard so that's good. And the inside of the house isn't that bad. I don't know how I feel about the bedrooms, but I guess I can just have the biggest one there or make the basement into my room, like how it is now. I don't know. We'll have to see. Mom and dad are also saying that if they need to be here during the summer if they end up wanting to buy the house, they might not get to go to India. But they said me and my brothers can go, so that's all good. It would be so cool to come back to a new house.

I Broke My Phone!!!

I have woken up so early today!!! well... 8:30, but I went to bed at like 12, so it's early. Anyways, I looked out my window this morning to see how the weather is like and it looked like it's rained!! I seriously love it when it rains during spring time. 

Now you're probably like, it's spring, it's suppose to rain. But let me tell you, there is something about the spring temperature and the rain mixed together that just puts me in the perfect mood. I hate it when it rains during summer. That is not what I like because it's suppose to be sunny and warm during summer. I don't know. I'm just a weirdo maybe. 

I don't know if we have any plans for today. I have a small lab to do for class that's due tonight then I have an essay that's due next Sunday, but I might just do that today? I don't know, lets see how things go. Knowing me, I'll probably end up doing it last minute.

So I had a super sad dream last night and I usually have tons of weird dreams every night, so I was thinking that I should start a dream journal. I read or someone told me that if you write out your dreams, you can end up controlling what you do in your dreams. Which seems so cool. 

I also have sleep paralysis, where my mind is awake, but my body is asleep and then I end up having this super realistic dream where something evil is coming right at me, but I can't do anything. I can't move or talk or anything. So I was hoping that writing out my dreams might help my sleep paralysis. It's been getting real bad lately and I want to do something about it. I wonder if I should do a blog about it. I have some pretty crazy dreams. Hmmm. I'll think about it.

I've had a nap... I think I slept for about an hour? I got woken up to go to the gym. I guess I should do that since I haven't gone since Thursday. I am so tired. And I need to brush my teeth and get ready. Alright, LET'S DO THIS!!!!

God I love a good sunset. I think that is the perfect way to end a day. They are so beautiful. I think I personally prefer sunsets over sunrise. I would like to start a day with a sunrise, but because that means getting up super early, I just can't get myself to do it. Then I think I hate it a bit because when I am up early enough to see it, I have to drive to school and while I am driving the sun gets in the way and I can't see so I end up getting mad at the sun. But sunsets are less bright and more color so I just LOVE it! 

I've decided to watch Iron Man. I don't know what movies to watch anymore. Suggestions would be nice. I might just go to bed after this. 

I think might've just broken my phone.....

I accidentally knocked nail polish remover on top of the screen and it went in through the top hole. The screens gone weird and I can't do anything with it. You guys!!! I broke my phone! My parents are going to KILL me. Oh my god. I really hate myself right now. Ughh. I'm so disappointed. I have put it in a bowl of rice, but I don't think that's going to work. I don't mind if the screen looks weird, but I just want it to work. Let's see what happens tomorrow.  I should sleep now, but I don't know if I can. 

RIP One Direction

YOOOOOOOOO. Guess what. It snowed. But it's melting away so that's good. I only have 2 more days of school and it's SPRING BREAK. I am so ready for a break. 

Alright, let's take this damn test.
MAJOR RANT:
I just found out it's official. Zayn left one direction. I'm happy for him, I am. But I'm mad. It should've never came to this. He never should've felt so stressed out and sad that he had to leave One Direction. I want him to get better and live the life he wants to. But I and a lot of people know this isn't what he would've really wanted. If they're management team cared about the boy's well being and their health, it would've never come to this. No one would be sad or stressed and no one would've left the band. But no. Management only cared about making more money and they did whatever they can to achieve that. They put out tour after tour. They released album after album. The boys were recording songs while touring. And even though we all sat there saying 'Wow that's really impressive,' it's actually really sad. They worked day and night. Never getting any break. And the breaks they did get, it was never enough for the boys to actually relax. The break ended before it really even started.
I can't believe management managed to cause Zayn so much stress, that he paid 10 million pounds to get out of the contract. They probably still don't care. As long as they have the rest of the boys, they probably still wants to make more money.
What scares me is now that one member of the band is gone, would management make the other boys work harder? Because they might not make as much or they might lose fans. Will this cause the other boys to stress out?
This can't be happening. This just can't be happening. Why is this happening?
I had to calm myself down. Doodled a little. It really helped. Guess I should start that homework now then.... 

I Can Do It!!!

Good morning people!

Last night while trying to finish my homework, I found my life quote or motto. "Better late than never." It's not like I love living by this or I want it, but that's how it is. 

Right now, I'm sat at my vanity writing a blog when I should be getting ready for school. Ugh. The struggles. Today is one of those days where you feel like you're awake because you only got about 5 hours of sleep, but it's deceiving because you're tired as hell. Or am I the only one who goes through that? All I know is that by the time it's about 12, I am going to lose all my energy! That's half way through school. 

You know what's great about having 2 1/2 hour break after my first class. I get to procrastinate even more and do my homework for the next class there. But you know what sucks about having a 2 1/2 hour break after my first class. Knowing that I could've gone home earlier, but instead I have to waste my time at school. 

Today, to switch it up, I sat in a different room of my school building for my break. And it has an amazing view. It looks down at the Dew Drop Pond that we have which has a little bridge that goes over to a little island looking thing and it is beautiful! I can also see the whole horizon or the city and I just love this spot now!
Well, things turned out for the worse. After computer programming class I felt anxious. The whole car ride home was like that until I was about 2 minutes away. I had a little panic attack. I pulled up in my garage and waited. It came back. Now I;m just sat in my car in the dark garage like a weirdo because I'm just not ready to face whats outside this metal box.
I'm much better now.
You know what's a good song. Stitches by Shawn Mendes. I'm really digging that song. Digging. Yeah, I used that word.
Well I'm really excited I don't have any classes tomorrow. Whoop whoop!! Then I have 2 exams on Wednesday. *sigh. But on the bright side I have freaking spring break next week!!! PARTAYYYY. jk, I'm not cool like that.
I'm exhausted. Guess it's night night!!